Three weeks passed
October 6, 2008
I am stressed to the point of nervous breakdown.
I bought airfare, part of my savings already reached destination.
Trust, trust, trust – I repeat to myself 100x per day.
It is so difficult to tryst people when your profession is based on not trusting anyone – even yourself.
Honestly – I am not sure if I have enough energy to start again from scratch.
Emmigration is difficult, especially if you almost do not know language and country is different than anything you have ever experienced.
God – help me.
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